Saludos

Gracias Maria por visitar mi blog..! Cual es el tuyo por cierto?

sometimes

sometimes i think than i'm killing myself....slowly.

monday monday monday

well. i did. i did send the message. he sent me back a THANK U.

my decision was to keep up, to feel my tank with gas and never stop. but today, i had no need to put on my sit belt and run.

i still dream about him. i still picture my self in his apartment, waking up and smell his armpits... jijijj i still want to feel his lips on my bones.

is he closer? am i closer to what i want? because i really want him, or at least i wanna feel what he made me feel. satisfied. satisfied in a natural and organic way.... like if i've been satisfied for a long time... with him.

and then i though.... someday, i'll have what i want. lately.... i think i deserve it.

sunday sunday sunday

today must be like any other Sunday. just me waiting in front of my PC to this day to be over.

but this Sunday is way to different than the others. today, someone comes back from Mexico, and tomorrow i'm gonna send a GOOD MORNING message to his cel phone.

as simple as it sounds.

F!

me

back again

well well.. lets hope this try will be the last one for me to take this blog seriously . jejeje

Recently i found out that this could be the way to really show what i wanna show about me (i'm not taking about the porn pics), about what i think about everything.

I realized that some of my opinions need a little more base that my life and my life needs a little more opinion from other besides my brother and the mirror.

My mouth is most of the time full of jokes and sarcasm and people don't complain about it, but i do, i can be more than a handful of good laughs.

Not everyday, but maybe once a week, some msn conversation turns into a wave of really deep thoughts that sometimes needs to be written down, and this blog, lets hope will be that piece of paper.

A lot of topics, not many experiences, little moments and hopefully a little more life.

F!

un regalo

redish